
Hi there Tumblr it me.

Hi there Tumblr it me.
The first photo was taken my Sophomore year of high school (2010.) The second was taken in August of 2015. It’s strange to look back at this, because at the time I believed that I had overcome my eating disorder for the most part (I had been suffering with it for about five years at this point.) I am posting this here because I want to encourage those who have suffered with this disease for years that you can overcome it. I still haven’t “beaten” my disease; but I look in the mirror now and like what I see- better yet, I am healthy. If you’re suffering with it, know that every journey is unique and that it may take a great deal of time and energy, but it IS possible to take control of your happiness and to learn love yourself. <3
Damn, I miss the pizza from my hometown.
I realized how much I miss Tumblr. There’s so much beautiful mediums of art shared on here, it’s easy to become inspired by just scrolling through my dash.
I loved in intense, sporadic bursts
and often contemplated abandonment.
I smiled
even when the rigorous gnawing
could not be ignored.
My days consisted of taboo addictions
and elaborate rituals - with a dash of black coffee.
It twisted my arm.I contemplated my motives
and soaked my bones in clear liquor.
And there is a story to be told
tucked deeply inside each colored lock of hair.
White lines on my thighs mask secrets of yesteryear
are now conversation pieces
for concerned men
and curious boys
But should I exhume those wounds
that I worked so hard to heal
alone?

A conceptual piece on codependency.

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My boyfriend and I get really stoned and eat ice-cream every night while watching Adventure Time until we fall asleep and my life has never been so perfect.
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